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It’s been an interesting few weeks since my last blog post. I’ve had a few self proclaimed highs and a few plateaus. I’m still here though, bright eyed and bushy tailed this morning. Some good news is since my last post, I’ve had an interview with one of the area hospitals. Now while, I didn’t get the position it’s a sign to me that I’m onto something.
The semester is in full swing and I’ve honestly been overwhelmed at times. With all the exams, clinicals in the next town over (who’s bright idea was that?) and LIFE, I’m still trying to manage to balance it all. I’d had moments where old bad habits have tried to sneak in. There have been times where I’ve started to become ‘numb’ and withdraw from the world and those around me. I hadn’t experienced that since I dealt with a bad episode of depression years ago. Thank goodness, I recognized what was slowly trying to take form and ‘snapped’ out of it. There are a million ways to cope with things, but THAT was not it.
I’ve come too far, to take as many steps back. I’ll continue to pray and ask for guidance on my next steps. I’ll take action when needed; still apply for jobs knowing that the one that is right for me is right around the corner. I’ll pick up a good book, reach out to family & friends, whatever I can do in that moment to keep my vibrations high. Worrying about things outside my control, won’t do me a lick of good. It wastes time and energy I need to read all these textbooks. And with that being said, I’m going to take care of some of those assignments right now! Until next time, trust and believe…